I have just noticed that all my pics in posts are missing as well! need to sort that out tomorrow, in the middle of getting ready to head out tonight.Letting my hair dry a little before blasting it with the hairdryer.
Im not sure if anything else went missing in the server transfer or not will have to hunt tomorrow to see. All my posts are there so thats the main thing =)
And registration emails should be working or so im told from the all knowing Lee hehe.
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I lost all my links and users who had registerd – please feel free to regisiter again =) Our email system isnt working so you wont get an email when you do, but will get it sorted!
There will prob be a few private posts comeing up sometime – yet to decide.
We have moved servers and I bet you didnt even notice =P
Means I can now get nifty plugins to work *yay*
So I went back to work on Monday – It was great to be back, but at the same time not. I felt like I had abandonded Jack being gone all day =(
I am only working 3 days a week for the next month so its not too bad, but part of me is begining to wonder if I have went back too soon, even though I have been off for almost 8 month.
I have an appointment with the Dr on friday morning as I am just not feeling 100% – mentally, emotionally and physically. Its taken me a while to pluck up the courage to go see a Dr so will see what she has to say and will post a better post once I see whats going on with me.
Feeling out of sorts and having just exlpode the other night hit home that its time for me to do someting about it. After a few harsh words from Lee that I needed to hear.
Cryptic I know but bear with me.
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*this is my Blog Buddies Valentines contest entry *
I have had good, bad and non-existant Valentines Day’s over the years, but I am going to pick my very first Valenties with Lee.
This being my first Valentines in about 3 or 4 years and also our first one, I managed to get away from work a wee bit early so I could get home and tidy up and pamper myself and make myself gorgeous for him coming home. I even curled my hair! Something I have never done in the past, I just wanted it to be a special night. Lee arrived at my place about 8pm armed with a huge box of red roses. I have never had red roses – ever let alone onValentines Day – so that was a great surprise and he seemed quite chuffed at that fact =)
He was also armed with a bottle of wine and bag full of food, and Ben & Jerry’s Ice Cream. We cracked open the wine whilst he got underway cooking dinner from scratch, apparently he had searched for the perfect recipe for that night – we had Chicken and Pea Risotto – it was absolutly amazing, so good in fact that we make it regularly now =)
We decided we didnt want to go out so we just enjoyed out lovely dinner and wine and then snuggled up on the couch watching movies. This may not be romatic to some people but to be honest I much prefer to stay at home and have a nice intimate dinner than go out to a resturant and have to share my night with lots of other couples – plus pay way more because its valentines =)
~x~
Urgh I am sooooo shattered!
The past week has been a nightmare for Jack not sleeping – its taken me almost 4 hours a night to get him down to sleep – usualy about midnight.
Yesterday we discovered why…
His first tooth is coming through on the bottom =) it just was a sharp wee lump yesterday but today you can see the whole tip of it cutting through the gums. Poor wee mite he is so grumpy as its so sore, armed myself with baby bonjela teething gel and a bottle of calpol as well to take the edge off it – you can give the gel every 3 hrs but the calpol only once so going to him that before bedtime.
His feeding is all to pot as his gums are sore when he sucks the bottle – but he has strarted on more lumpier foods and loves the crust off my toast in the mornings – guess he loves it as it take the pressure off the gums when he chews.
Just as I am getting metally prepared to go back to work in a few weeks he goes and starts properly teething!
SO when he is napping I have been a total book worm – have gone through the the first 3 books of the Twilight Series – yeah I know shoch horror! But I am a convert and a 100% on Team Edward – hello anyone who knows me would know I would die to be a Vampire lol Think I actually said that to my mum when I was little saying I wanted to be a Vampire when grow up.
Anyhoo its Jacks bathtime so better head off and get him sorted.
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Woo first post of 2010!
Not sure what this year will bring, I go back to work on the 25th so I know I am not looking forward to that =( Jack will has his first birthday and anything else is well unknown as of yet lol.
I dont believe in New Years Resolutions – I am yet to keep one that I have made every year – I usually fail by the end of the first week in January or forget as the year goes on what I was supposed to be doing!
I am following in my friend Lisa’s footsteps and making aims not resolutions.
Aims for 2010:
Thats kinda all I can think of that are reasonable to achieve this year. Not that bad and think I cam pretty much manage then all apart from the weight one lol
Off to my mums today for dinner – hopeing she might take the wee man tonight =) as I really need a decent sleep – its been about midnight before he is going down now… cant force a baby to sleep and cant stop him from taking a nap during the day either – its a no win situation right now urgh!
Love all!
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I cant beleive its Hogmanay (New Years Eve) =)
Another year been and gone and what a year I have had!
January
Saw me falling down the stairs and breaking my ankle – well badly sprain apparnetly but the pain I was in I should have broken it! I was 19wks pregnant at the time so was bit concerned about the bump but all was fine.
Got called in for an early scan due to my blood test for downs and spina bifida coming back sqiffy. Got the scan done and all was clear – huge sigh of relief!
Februrary
Saw me go down to 4 day weeks at work and having alot of baby movment =) Celebrated Lee’s birthday and also valentines
March
We finally finished decorating the nursey and buit the furniture. Also we found out we were having a boy =)
April
My cat murphy died =( was still enjoying my pregnancy over the half way mark now and developing braxton hicks!
May
No much happend in May until the end =) Jack decided to make his appearence in the world a whole month early. To say we were both shocked was a bit of an understament! I had to get a cection so was in hospital for 3 days.
June
Got home from hospital with Jack and got into the throws of mother hood – hard considring I wasnt to do much for 6 weeks until my scar healed and I got over just having major surgery.
July
I kinda went awol from blogging discoverd how much time a baby takes up, Lee got Swine Flu so I had to move me and Jack to my mums for about 2 weeks to make sure he was ok before we came home.
August
Took a holiday with Lee and his mum to the borders and I fall in the bathroom and break my wrist – not a fun time!
September
Had to stay with mum for a few weeks due to wearing a cast, celebrated our anniversay, my birthday and our engagement anniversay this month as well.
October
not much happend – Jack coming on leaps and bounds
November
Jack turns 6 months enjoy watching him come into his own personality and looking forward to Xmas
December
Jacks first christmas =) he was go in awe at what was going on and got lots of toys. Went to Lee’s mum’s for a second Xmas and got lots more presents. Jack turns 7 months
Wow its been some year – I never imagined it would be mostly taken up by baby stuff and me breaking bones lol. It has been the best year of my life so far – becoming a mother and being a mother is still something that I am in shock and admiration about. I never imagined what it would be like and even now i still cant explain.
Jack is the world to me and I feel complete with him and Lee =) now all we need to do is get married lol
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Aye! Where has the last month let alone the last 7 gone!
Jack is still coming on great =) he’s not crawling – he still doesnt like being on his belly – but im not too bothered as I really think he is going to be an early walker, all he wants to do is stand all the time right now. Its rather annoying when you are trying to feed him lol
He has mastered the art of sitting unaided and is having fun learning with all his cool new toys he got a xmas – got a ton of book for him as well so intend to get started reading to him in the new year.
Feeding wise he is starting to get more lumpier food – mainly crust bread to start which he can chew and suck wihtout me worring overly too much on the whole choking hazard – not that he is left to eat unaided anyway. He totally loves rusks – apparently your not supposed to give babies under 9 months a rusk to eat on there own, but I cant see any harm its helping it bite and chew and get coverd in a gooey mess at the same time lol
He is being a wee terror with sleeping at the moment but he always seems to go off the pattern when is turning an extra month older – but the last few days it has taken me 4 hours to get him to sleep! which as you can imagine I am not happy about in the slightest,… but what can you do?
So yeah 7 months – wow only a month then I am back to work =( got my start date as 25th January *cries*
Well I hope everyone had a great day yesterday.
We had a very successful and brilliant day it has to be said =)
Jack slept in until 8:30am at which point I called mum to say Lee was going to come pick her up earlier as he wouldt let me open presents until she arrived. I had a shower and got Jack fed whilst he was picking her up.
Then it was time to finally open the goodies =) We did Jacks first and what a load of pressies he had! He got so many toys – all of which make way too much noise lol and some cool clothes. He was in total awe at what was going on and having more fun ripping the paper off and trying to eat it lol
Lee was happy with his game for the PS3 Assassin Creed 2 and his other bits and bobs,as was my mum with her pressies. As for me – well I am totally extatic about about my presents!
Lee got me a Samsung N130 netbook!!! *squel* it is so lush and I am totally loving it =) Just getting it all set up with my old bookmarks and stuff. I also got the new Harry Potter film, “Professor Layton and Pandoras Box” for the DS and Twlight/New Moon books so going to enjoy starting reading then when we are away the next few days.
It was our first time at cooking Xmas dinner – and I have to say it went totally smooth with no hiccups. The turkey crown turned out nice and juicy and tasted delicious. Jack was a good as gold and sat at the head of the table eating his rusk whilst we ate out dinner.
He was so good all day and he was tired out that he went to bed no problem – 10pm still later than usualy but went straight down non of this to and fro I normally have to do =)
Have discoverd that this wee netbook can handle playing WoW so at least I can have a wee game of that when we are in Newcastle – so chuffed about that!
Think we are heading down there tomorrow weather permitting as it started snowing again today and the roads look like a sheet of ice, and I dont really fancy us driving 3 hours there in that type of conditons. But we will see what it is like in the morning. We are heading down for a second Xmas – dinner, presents the works its going to be fun!
Off to watch Harry Potter now and chill – eaten too much turkey today as well lol
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