I hate apple right now or rather I did more so yesterday.

Every time there is software update for my iPod it never ever works! This is the second time I have had it hang on me and give me some shitty error about there being a connection problem – my arse!
I had to do a restore and pout it in recovery mode only for me to have download iTunes at work to finally let the bloody thing update and then I lost everything. Have to re add all my apps verify everything again and just it all set up allnice the way I like it.

What happens today apple fucking realise iTunes 10!!! I swear that better not fuck up when I update that or I will not be a happy bunny.

Anyhow hope to get back to blogging proper real soon, the winter is setting in and the dark nights are drawing close – which means the wee man will be in bed from about 8pm so it gives me and Lee some free time.

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It’s my day to blog this week in the we blog it challenge over at daydreamz.

This weeks theme is all about pets! Currently I don’t have any pets other than my mums dog Zoe – or ZoZo as I call her.

We have always been a dog family, since forever we had always had dogs of some breed or other. And when I had me own flat I had a cat – never been that much into cats to be honest but an ex boyfriend at the time had two cats and I just fell in love them – I loved how independent they where and asked for affection on their terms. My cat murphy was a rescue cat from a local animal welfare centre, he was 2 when I got him. Still a feisty young kitten really in my eyes, as I lived in a flat I knew he was going to have to be a house cat – which to an extent he seemed to enjoy though he did escape a few times only to come running back scared!!

He died at the ripe old age of 13 after spending 3 years living with my dad. I had to move back in with my mum and as she had a dog I couldn’t being murphy with me, so seeing as my dads dog had died a few month before hand he said he would look after him for me.

I did miss him even though I saw him everytime I went to see my dad, it just wasn’t the same as having him there sloths time. He started out as a cat whom you couldn’t stroke or even brush to a cat who loved getting cuddles but would soon let you know when he’d had enough!

I would love to get another cat one day but Lee is allergic to them so can’t see thar happening anytime soon

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Lovehoney Have got some fantastic offers on this August – Naughty Handcuffs being one of them =)
If you are partial to a bit of bondage and would love a free pair of handuffs to add to your collection check out the banner above =)

I have shopped with then before a few years and was worried that my postman would know what I had been buying, thankfully I neednt have worries as the package was discrete white evelope – thank god my mum didnt open my main though!

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Woo hoo!

Do you like? Lee made this for me, and I must say I am impressed =) tewaking my plugins and stuff at the moment so some things might not show up as they used to.

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Is it wrong to send your child to nursery whilst me and hubs have a day off?

In my opinion hell no! Jack is in nursery until 6pm so we have the whole day to do whatever right now I am still in bed as I type this and it’s great having a silent house at 8:45Am.

Not sure what we are going to do – might go to the cinema and see “inception” or if I’m lucky “eclipse” (chance of the one are slim to none lol)

Well off to get some breakfast and enjoy the peace and quiet.

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Whilst shopping in Asda yesterday milling around the baby event stuff we discovered several pushchairs.

We have been thinking about getting one for a while now, even though our iCandy one is still usable, it doesn’t fit in my car due to speakers on my parcel shelf and it is rather bulky although it is lightweight and easy to use.

Anyway the main reason we wanted to get one of these is so my mum can fold it down when going on a bus and also it take up less room in the house and fits in my car boot!

Chico London winter.
Colour: red
Price: £50

The chico London comes with a hood that is easily detachable, rain cover and also a foot muff for the winter. This is great value for money getting all that as well as the pushchair as every other one we priced was £50+ for the pushchair and then an extra £30+ for the accessory pack which gave you the hood and rain cover etc.

I have to admit it was a bit fiddly to fold down the first time, but I think once it is used more it will become easier. The wheels are quit rugged and look like the can handle off road tracks as well as pavement. Very lightweight to steer.

Other features are a five point harness for your wee one to be nice and secure, it also has the ability to recline as well so if your wee one wants a nap they aren’t stuck upright all the time.

Took Jack out in it earlier on for a test drive and it get 5/5 from me and Jack seemed to like it as well

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Well I have a good month so far – been signed off from the Health Visitor as she thinks I’m fine enough to not warrant seeing her every week from now on it.

I have to admit I feel better in myself as well – and even Lee and my mum can see the difference in me. They can also tell if I am having a bad day as my whole body language changes as well as my mood.

This past week has however been the best with the wee man since he was born. The only way I can describe how how I felt the other day when I was playing games with Jack is that it was like someone had finally turned on the light and I could see clearly now and appreciate Jack and Lee a lot more now.

I know that I am not out of the woods yet, I am stilling the double dose of antidepressents – which is fine by me as I would hate to come off this dose too early and have another breakdown like I did in March. Part of me is wondering how I am going to be when I eventually stop taking them, am I going to be able to function knowing that I am not taking tablets to suppress and lift my mood? Will I “fall off the wagon” and filp 0ut and need to go back on them?

My Health Visitor says not to worry about this as I will be fine, but its still niggling at the back of my mind – but I am mangaging to push that aside for the time being.

I dont need to go back to the Dr until September at which time I think she will reduce my dose to 1 tablet a day for a wee while before starting to wean we off them. Not sure how its going to work as just can stop taking them suddenly need to come off them over a course of a few weeks.

So yeah things are definatly looking up for me now – I feel guilty about missing out on Jacks first year, but as everyone keeps telling me I have the rest of his life to make up for not being with it his first year.

So that makes me feel a little bit better.

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Without a doubt it has to be Bram Stoker’s Dracula.

I could read and re-read that over and over again and again. I never tire of the story and acutally find some parts of it funny that I cant help but chuckle, much to otheres distate but hey im weird so who cares.

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Dexter.

I wish I had watched it from the very first time it was on, but thanks to FX they are screening and the sesons back to back at the moment and so far we are on number 3. I cant help but wonder how they can stretch it out for 5 season so far and counting thought him getting caught – so that suspence is keeping me hooked at the moment.

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